pear looking gurl

pear means the buldging size of a fat tummy btw. don't get me wrong.it's just the after result of being stuffd with healthy food esp liver,spinach and not too mention lotsa rice and meat everydat. fuh.. not only increasing the weight and the insecurities. also have to stand the pressure of THINKING!

argh! frustrated with all the work piling up and so many things to catch up/ the tests that i have to take. group assignments to discuss. and of course proposal which have to be shown to our lecturers in 2 weeks time! owh no =0.

what a girl like me gonna do. well just to pick my ass up and start studying for all those tests and do the assignments. no more fun fun fun like what i always do for the past few months or what i always do when i was still in high school. as you can see.. I wish i'm still in high school. so boys and girls out there who are under 18. don't say o level, pmb and whatesoever exams you have is so hectic. what i'm going through now is = to work life. just the preparation. and i'm already facing a agreat deal of difficulties,stress and pressure. so be glad you have lots and lots of holidays after your exams. coz holidays that people like us have are for our assignments and revising for our next semester exams or tests.

i wish i can go to the prom. it seems like long term planning doesn't go always with our current events. owh well. i can't do anything much about it. that's how life can be. i'l come if i feel that I have the confidence to ace my SAM test 2 on monday.

Thursday : Programming Concept (15%)
Saturday : Computer System (15%) < -- i have to take the test due to my absence the other week
Monday : Statistical and Accounting Method (test 2)

Next week : Submission of Programming Proposal
my programs that worth 15%. i donnoe how to do and still haven't start any. =/
5th dec : ISM test . miss JV's subject.
PIA proposal to be handed in by the folowing week
PIA due date is on the April 5th.

ISM assignment is being given today : my groupmates are tang,rozica and yul.
PIA groupmates : Kate,tang,shah and oshin

okay that's quite alot to take in after just 2 weeks of absence from school. mmm not good.. not good. alright. in order not to stress up with all this. i just have to do one by one. phew. i can't stress myself to much as it would lead to the same catastrophe. how much work i have actually leave behind for i am an X person. i just learnt in ISM today that X person is someone who is lazy,need to be directed and do work for the sake of something worth doing for.... like money..
i actually learnt something today. well looks like it's worth my ears to listen to today's lectures. so i won't regret it in future. like what happened to me during my a'level studies =/.

till here. i'm out. peace out faithful bloogers. i'll bloog some more if i have the time to share my stories... just a simple life of a simple girl =)

booyaa
absolute tender