i can't agree more

why is it most people think being older can make a difference?

guess what i'm not like any typical people. all i can say is lifeisabitch xD

don't believe me? ... yeah get your DLicense is okay. how about this? my whereabouts is must to know -.- this is what i do. ever since i got fed up being told/ push around and whatever i said is so much bullshit. yeah yeah i know.
i just shut up and keep my heads up. the more i linger being sad. the depressed i got anyway :D

even if you know you're right and wise enough. HAHA in my case bullshit lah.

i should have been smart enough and get some scholarship and live life away from here. now? haha my bad :) own fault. those who get what i meant might've been thru that. all i can say is most of you out there are lucky :) i envy you.

okay! so it's date january the 1st and it's thursday. oh ask about how my new years? xD i just can't wait to go home and go online that's all. just attend some mass and potluck. bestie did ask me to join his bbq party yest. but how am i to go right? (reason was already discussed earlier) and the rest of the youth group at josh's place having another bbq. arthur chatted with me that night. yes i know. but i can say this. my new years is neither boring nor fun :)

the only day i'm not looking forward is saturday. i know i should drive up :( reasons yeah. stated above. i'm gonna miss you babe :'(

but..
:) i'm looking forward to those days that i will see you again :D haih
Lord hook me up with a job or enter me to a college or something. even better if you send me away from brunei for further studies! far far away from those _________ so i can do whatever i want to do! without being TEGUR! HAHA

i know i know here goes theodora again being so blabbering about empty dreams and all that -.- sometimes i wonder why i even bother to type about further studies here -.- so pathetic.

till here

love theos; i feel blank