#385

totally disgusting indeed. i woke up this morning to find out

@ my back aches. i think is due to the sleeping position i don't of course realised (duhh sleeping -.-)
@ a slight FEVER!
@ i can't really breathe properly cos my nose is unfortunately fill with boogers! -.-
@ what more i have a dry throat resulting the constant trips to the toilet just to spit out those so-called germs. i donoe what's the scientific word for it -.-
@ and heaven yeah i felt so drowsy! -.-

but i can't let that kill my everyday enthusiasm! right? so i got up and drink a cup of MILK! yes not milo for for today's morning for me. and 2 paracetamol! unfortunately it doesn't get any better for next few hours. i think i have to call in sick tomoro. no chilling with toddlers -.- i don't wana get the blame for making them sick now do i.

but it's all good lah despite my morning rants :D hehe even when i'm sick i'm not :) easily down spirited :). but yeah i didn't do anything today just laze and eat a lot xD i can't help it! okay. but mum cook sup daging today so i'm a jolly-happy- eater :D .. yup even bestie said i look chubby now. i gained weight he said. yes i know *pouts* but but.. i don't want to be that tiny either xD one of the reason to maintain kurusness :D have long hair :D well for me. i still remember when i had short hair :D i do look wayyyyy chubbier than i am now :D HEHE i guess all the nutrients move to the hair ha! :D ahahahahahahhaa *funny -.-*

i think i am sick xD

anyways i was blog hopping right. as always that's what i do when i'm bored already. as you know nowadays people blog right. some people actually stated why should it be a trend now or.. so it's saying lah.. other people is following to blog.. :D hahah the music SO WHAT! by pink. why would people even bother stating that. sometimes i think people need to blog cos maybe they are far away from their friends or just needed to tell the people they know what are they doing now. my cousin at the mo is travelling around canada for a year! and she started blogging about it :D you see. :) there's no harm to start a blog even :) it's just expressing one's self. i just don't see the point why people complain on something that other people want to start :) and i tell you my cousin's travels are awesome!!!! i'll link her to my blog soon :) wish i could travel like her.. well i can do that in my own country.. but that couldn't last for a year even xD we are barely in an area more than 6000 .. something something xD hahaha *wrecked brain~!*

why does it rain. again.? it's monsoon right? ugh my geo sucks. but really. rain makes me sick. i love rain. but i was out for most of the days last week. i end up getting a cold, a fever what more can i get.. -.- haih

i don't have any pictures to post. cos most of it under the "just memories". shall i cut my hair? maybe by doing so might help me not be sick xD. whateverrr syg ehh if i do so. *twirlshair*

:) i'll leave you guys with this till maybe tomro :D

On my way, though I don't know where I'm going
On a road that's dark and long
On my way, but I'm fearful that I could be lost
That the path I have chosen might be wrong

When will it be clear that I made the right choice
When can I be sure that I know my own voice
I dream of a day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear

I don't know where to search for answers
In a world that is afraid
Will I find my strength
And discover who I really I am
Or retreat every time when I don't care

When will it be clear that I made the right choice
When can I be sure that I know my own voice
I dream of a day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear

I've been told that we learn from our mistakes
But I just don't know how many mistakes it takes
I'm trying so hard to let down my guard
Maybe right now, right here

Clear, that I made the right choice
Sure, that I know my own voice
Today is the day when I'm free from doubt
Where fate winds out
And I overcome my fear
Clear

enjoy :)