red & white

several weeks ago i post a post! :D HAHA about this why God test us or why in the first place he puts the tree of good and evil there. HAHA guess what.. i know it seems very obvious. i mean even until today :) people still complain why this and that right. :D i found the reason

COS GOD WANTS TO TEACH US. the word TEACH is the answer :D

haha i know i've heard that for so many times :D heaven knows how many times. but i never really take detail in what that really means :) well it did today. since i always wonder why this & why that. basically i'm a complain er. that's what everybody do :) we need to have a a reason or a person to blame to for something that happen. even if it's nonsensical! :D JAHAHA

so there you go. God i'm not doubtful about that part of the teaching. cos you are a teacher in every aspects! :) thanks to bishop for his sermon today. and yes -.- i listened today. i guess the part teach strucks me somehow. i've been well... asking my parents about certain things. sometimes i'll ask some people that who will understand what i'm trying to know :) thanks.

today is alright. i'm always realy really hungry.. owh no no.. not in that situation kind of always hungry :D maybe it's the hormonal system. or maybe i'm just so thin :D HAHAH

i had a wishlist on my 20th bday :) it's somewhere in this blog. in june kale that. anyways i wanna add another one for next year! :) i wanna be a music influence ER! HAHAH :D

tataa for now! :) i love my baby ko ^^