creating magic shit

hello babies :) haha today is friday :) at mid night :D HAHA yes i know i'm talking shit before i even start any rants here :) sorry my bad. i'm just having a rough tide week. and yes i feel like shit. haha more like numb.

i was going thru the internet yesterday. looking at unis around philippines, canada and australia. why those places. one. boyfriend in phils. two. relatives in canda. three. i love melbourne :)

i went thru to check recommended places like where my friend neil is studying advertising arts now. it's Uste and that place is not bad at all. total fee for 1 year : 46,000 php. that would be almost 2000B$ per year(excludes other costs) but i'm not sure lah. i think i have to recheck how much is it anyways. they have conservatory of music. :) i think i should ask teacher chona for advice in this. i even checked out Feu and La Salle. they have similar courses like uste. but Feu somehow has majors in teaching. haha teaching -.- sometimes teaching aint that bad. *fades*

La Salle has engineering courses and.. i got intimidated -.- hahah

alright. in melbourne. UM :) they have courses like music therapy :D HAHA

anyways. fees are like $15000 per year :s but their faculty of music. i checked on it. their subjects/units WOW i say. audio visual studies. learning how to listen. sightread notes and hum the tune. cos it has to be in the head already. learn to conduct. trying different insturments. practice like shit. composing! :D wahhhh i may be sucha total noob or just plain shit but still if i'm given an oppurtunity to expand in music. i would gladly take that chance. further advantage. way far from brunei :D gosh. i so wanna be somewhere else rather than here -.- haha dream on baby. it's so expensive. how can i afford a ravishing education. after all i'm just an average bruneian :) owh well.

alright :) uhhh there's some pics from andy's birthday. i wasn't much of a picture taker. so deal with the bluriness of those pictures. it was alright i guess. babysitting :D hahahahha nah i'm just hanging out with a group of younger people. and nahh they are great people with expanding minds. so you 6 people there. you guys are smarter than me. despite my older age. hahahah no worries i'll blend in :D you guys made me reminisce my pasts. how fun it was to be younger. enjoy while you can. being above 18 has its fun. but below 16 it's once in a lifetime :) enjoy while you people can. and that's include my sister ;) hahahhahhahahah do i know something that i'm not supose to know. i guess i do :D weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Royal Academy of Music :) another fantabulous interest :) i know i don't have any astounding performances for the past few years. that's because i thought i will be an engineer in future. which is just shit. i wish i did have more crappy time on music rather than the books of IT and physics and biology. whatever that is. but i can't turn back time now can i. so lets jst face the phase and i will deal with the music :) HEHE

owh btw people i'm selling some books for those ITB CIS students intake 24. if you're interested in buying please contact me thru here. or whoever knows me lah. just contact me.

books :

programmin C++

Java Programming

Computer Concept

Programming Concept

: plus 2 more books.

most of these books i bought for about $50 plus. i'll give you whoever wants to buy them. ummm let say $40 plus. 10 less than the actual. don't worry i only had them for less than a year. and owh yeah. what's in it counts. not how the books look like.

gosh. i'm bored. what else i'm suppose to inform other than selling books. uhmmm i need long sleep :D hahhahah which i've been doing for 2 months :D HAHAHAHHAHA

toodles xxxxxxo :D HAHAHAHAHHAHA so -.-