i miss you.

ever wonder how much misses you can have for someone.

that it makes you cry when thinking about him/her.

even you're not a crybaby.

the misses you have when you hear them laugh.

when they talk to you, tease you & randomly say HEY! all the sudden

when they suddenly turn to you and ask:

do you know why the sky is blue?

or when you're blue. they will be there next to you to assure you that. that blue will be red

it makes you think and wonder why would they say that. haha to of course let you to think about something else. misses always makes you to start thinking further. your memories.

what did you do? and all that. you can even scent them.

the usual things you do. going to the movies. eat dinner. play around.

and suddenly when they need to go away for a while.

you just can't help it. and wonder. that it is gonna be hard.

you will start counting the days when they are gonna be back. you cheer up when you hear their voices on the phone. or when they send you email telling you about your day.

when they are away. you may think about the silly arguments you have with them.

and wish they are here to bully you now or vice versa. even big arguments come into mind

missing them hearing them in different tones. and that includes angry tones.

it doesn't matter even you were in a horrible situation with them.

by just remembring how it was that time. makes you even miss them more.

when missing someone that you actually love will be much harder.

baby ko is leaving soon on a plane. not jet tho. and the place he's going is not actually far.

it's just philipines. which i always assure myself that it's near. which i know it's 2 hours away by plane. but how about not being there for each other for a year.

and see them during the holidays. and for the next few years.

i'm missing baby ko :( ahhh i can't continue this post :(