it's been a week. sorry people if i'm not updating anything. i've been spending time with arvy :) you know before he went for phils last friday. one of the reasons i haven't have the time to blog anything about my common days. anyways i've been hearing different opinions about so many different people. and i do know that some changed. some remains the same only shows more of their colours towards everybody else not just me.

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but i do agree with a friend of mine this morning that someone whom i friends with also that she was being a bitch about all that. it's just cos of some important/urgent demands... like assignment. sorry if you terasa lah i'm just having open talk to myself convo. sometimes you are too much. i know alot of 2 face people and i'm certain that they are good people. they just don't realised or in their senses when it comes to act professionally. we may have demands and datelines but seriously if that's her job then let her do it. it's not that the due is like now.

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i can imagine being a bitch.. DAMNIT JUST DO THAT THING LIKE RIGHT NOW!!! hahaha yesh! who wouldn't get angry if you're being ordered around when you're already busy with something else right. i would. but i guess it's pointless to lose all that breath and argue about it. thankfully i don't wanna get involve with any arguments. i might lose easily and that friend might just lose me :) you wouldn't wanna lose me ;) hehehehehehehehehehehe

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anyways. as i was saying. sometimes when you know someone well they either just change after a while and be someone else they are not suppose to be. other words. it sucks to see them be someone else we dun know. as far as i can see even if things change. there is no need to be be stressful about something that should have taken it with chill. this is why i never wanted to say much when it comes to friends. people just argue. you know it's just so human.

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like what babe ko always said. it's human nature. it's up to that someone to make their choices and think what they should do next. after all professional works should be deal with professional Mature people. let's just say that person was too immature to think and all he/she wants to do by random. i know i can be one. i made my mistakes. and i know it well. i grew from it... and still growing out of the bigger picture :) so wake up whoever felt what i said. i'm not bitching about anyone here. it's just human. people talk. people say. people bitch about. people care. i care :)

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all i can say is. patience will bring you anywhere. trust me. dun rush :) you just end up miserable in the end. seriously and that applies to almost every aspect of any situations :) i'm not saying by experience i'm saying cos it's true :)

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so cHILL people. might as well shop for shoes if you have the time. or anything that will calm you down. let's say ice cream. cheap wht :)

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babe ko went to phils last friday :( i really miss him so much. i spent several days crying because of it. HA joke :) i took the time to take off my mind about it by going out and shop. cos i know i will miss him. i know i will be sad. but i can't be sad! i'm suppose to be happy that arvy leandro is still thinking about me. and i'm grateful for that. ARVY!!! i love you :) *cooed* i'm alright here babe ko :)

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not much alright that night tho. i end up banging someone's car XD how miserable i was. that miserable*points* :D hehehe i'm like so bimbo about this. but seriously. yeah. i know i'm that terrible of a person XD no worries. by this week. i will be a geek XD hahahahahahaha you know with the braces and the big glasses and the eyes which almost go to the middle... wearing oversize clothes and messy hair..and tadaaaaa messy geek in action :D hahaha joke people! i'm not that kind of effing person. plus. image is the first step to make good impression :) without it how m i suppose to live. people will look at you like some kind of person to be pitied at

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guess what my name is first on the list to be called upon for the meets with ckg sabriani. seriously i know i'm way better than this .. i have my reasons for all those 0 attendances. it's because i'm late.. i have period and needed to go home asap... and i went to KK. the rest was not on purpose as i was MIS INFORMED!!

owh well might just have to deal with is and own it. after all it's my name written on it. so whtever. i have to be cool about this. otherwise i wouldn't be able to defend myself :)

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alrights people. end of story for this afternoon. might have some more the next day or the day after or a few hours later. or a sec later. WHENEVER.

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theos watchus bee bum boom :)

and misses her almond turtle :)