wednesday

just a wednesday with full of not so good experiences. my sem1 is a total disaster. aimi,rach and I face the same situation. about being in the school ..and i was being plain lazy. thinking i can achieve something without making any effort. seems like no effort = nothing. haha why do i always think i'm smart enough to face all this. such ego i have. sheesh. stupid theodora. as usual. so i have halfa year to get all my attention to just my studies. if i want a scholarship and get out of here. then i should work. i'm just scared it's all talk and no work. )= i talked to my personal tutor and she adviced me to get my mind straight. and stop being lazy. she noes i love to work under pressure. and she even asked me why i could get one of the units a grade D and the rest are all =s. lazy will not bring us anywhere she said. so if i want this hnd then i should work it all out na. =/ i know. my own fault for not working with lotsa effort. just plainly let the months pass by with no consideration for my studies. well. this is a wake up call. theodora frances do you want this to happen like it happened to you before in form 6? nope of course you don't. so lets make the little time something good so the outcome will bring success alright =) yeah alright.

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