tough week

i gave a tough week.and i doubt it's going to be any better.
hoping for luck to come by and sprinkle me with lucky dust.
so i won't be having any stumbles and distorted mood.
that might lead to fights with some of my friends or my babe.
and i don't want that to happen.=(.coz it's bad enough people knew
i have a temper during my monthly cycle.

i know going nuts over allowance!is not a good thing to do.well knowing
that other people has received theirs.you dun want to be in my position at all.
seriously.i feel pressured.i know i never get any work done.but i aint a smart ass
either.so i can see my statistics of getting-started-with-programming is never anywhere
near this-is-it-i'm-doing-it =s.i should stop myself from going out too much.
it's not a good thing=S. TEMPTING to do so!

i aint a sarcastic bithch or an oppurtunist.i aint smart or talented.
you can give me one job to do though.BEING LAZY!
i'm just plain stupid with an d a deep thinker-meaning that i got a lot to think
about coz. nothing seems to click in my head. so i gotta think hard o find a way to myself.
which i doubt i will find any. coz till know i'm still a deep thinker. seriously. so it shows i'm 101%stupid ass.

i have a temper that none can measure up to me.but i'm scared of people who raise their voice to me. esp mum =S. always has been the one to allow me to scamper like a kitten whenever she gets angry at me. nonetheless it's still good. so i won't be that stupid enough to lose eveything i have now. i lost money yesterday and i dunnoe where the hell it is now. shyte!

i love my babe.and he doesn't know i'm this stupid =s. seriously. but i'm glad he's still loving me despite my imperfections. haih. coz he's opposite of me again. smart,talented and no where near stupid. unlike the gurl who's typing away these blog. seriously i'm HAPPY.

shyte!i haven't finish my access and programming like i promise myself i would. =S
i'm completely in deep total shit. i dunnoe where my life leads to when it comes to my studies, this is miserable. i know i'm slacking day by day. but i do wanna spend my christmas here in brunei instead of Kk with my babe. =) okay that's completely out of topic. seconds before it was about my studies.

I wanna do my shopping as soon as i get that stupid allowance of mine. i have to get those damn shoes which i saw everywhere. at least one pair. I'm a desperado for shoes. broke my heels during berayaing and i'm very SAD! shiyte..stupid shoes.

shit!what the fuck am i doing. swearing in the middle of 6 ish. getting my english broken everytime.=S stupid me.i can't even type in the simplest form of english. LOOK at this damn blog. IT's CRAP! SOS! i'm so desperate for a tutor who can lead me and teach me: how is it like to get rid of the stupidity from my head.

oryte babies. i'm done here. it's 6:28 i better off to take a cup of milo before the start if my stupid monday.HEY wait a minute! i LOVE mondays. just hopefully it's not one the stupid mondays that will pissed me off. hmmmmmm but they never actually fail to make me laugh just once. okay by impulse. i'm...